Thursday, June 25, 2009

A little venting...

Okaye so i haven't blogged in a minute so this ones gonna be pretty long.

Issue #1: So men..*sigh...why do you have to be so damn selfish.maybe its my dad in particular but geez.so heres the scoop i recently graduated june 9,2009. But before then my dad asked what i wanted as my grad present(s) i simply said a new camera [$130 tops] and for my belly button to be pierced ; he says okaye end of conversation. So one day he waltzes in the house with a big as box && 2 bags from gamestop.He opens the PS3 box and as he begins to plug it up ever so casually tells me its my graduation present *side-eye.Hold up wait i cotton pickin minute. You just spent 3hunnit dollars on somethin that i don't even want OR play and call my grad present.need a remind you he plays it more than i do i have one game sitting up there and i have yet to get my piercing.The point im tryna make here is men/dads are not about to buy anything that doesn't benift them in any kinda way.

Issue #2: I'm a bitch && I'm not afraid to admit. The sooner people realize that thats who I am the more sleep they will recieve at night. Why am i a bitch you ask? I'm unapologetic ; point blank. If i say something and it hurts your feelins then oh damn well. If i apologize to you when i meant what i said its not gonna be sincere. If i didn't mean it by all means allow me to apologize to you.But if you call yourself bein upset with me i'm not losing any kinda sleep.Realize i DON'T have to talk to you. I can go through life with acquaintances.I don't need to be around you. I cut people off in a heart beat and don't think twice about it family friends it don't matter . And when i'm ready to talk to you or just don't give a fk about the situation that got me mad in the first place i will. And i'm not gonna sit up here and say i keep it 100% real cos i don't.. i keep it prolly 90%.i do keep shit from people..depending on who they are ..if they're SENSiTiVE as hell and can't handle what the fuck i'm about to tell them then of course imma lie to them. Or i just flat out don't want people in my business.I don't care who you are you don't need to know every inch and retrospect of my life especially the mistakes i've made or the decisions that i make..its truly none of your business.And don't sit up there and say you know me..because you don't..you know what i allow you to know. but you'll never really know me. you know the assumptions , the surface and thats about it. unless you sit up there and study me like imma damn monkey or i come to you about EVERYTHING then you don't know me. I gurantee you its atleast 3 people that TRULY know me.

*sigh..i think thats it

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